When You Hear God's Voice

Beginning: We look at the lives of souls from long ago, such as Judas and Saul, and even Lucifer himself. What happened? How did they fall?

Verse 1: First king of Israel, the chosen of God; handsome and tall, young and strong; noble and princely was this son of Kish. Saul was chosen to lead. Choices kept adding up to show which side he was on. And turning away from God's voice, over and over again, brought him down to sin. So miserable was he, from hardening his heart. His heart was hard as stone; he felt all alone. And in the midst of danger, wounded in a war, he took his own life, and heard God's voice no more.

Verse 2: Youthful ambition marked this learned Jew; talent and zeal for the country he knew. Longing for freedom from all Roman bonds, Judas approached Jesus Christ. Jesus tugged on his heart and drew him day after day. But Judas was disappointed, wanting an earthly kingdom and an earthly name. So miserable was he, from hardening his heart. His heart was hard as stone; he felt all alone. And in a desperate effort, he betrayed his Lord, then took his own life, and heard God's voice no more.

Verse 3: Marked for his beauty and talent of voice; exalted by God, and degraded by choice; wanting the homage belonging to God, Lucifer fell from his place. Selfishly he went on, not thinking of the results of everyone else involved. He exalted himself above God's love for all. So miserable was he; he hardened his heart more. And now it is his goal to destroy your soul. So please do take a lesson from his fatal choice, and do not quench the spirit... when you hear God's voice.

Worth It

Verse 1: How many times have I asked myself the same old question,
Wondering again and again: is it all worth it?
Yet I've seen so much and I know it's true,
So I need to keep my faith in You.
Keep my grasp on the facts.
It's a scary ride through my past.
But I ask You to make me strong.
Because I know I'll be loosed from these heart-rending doubts
Once I've got all the issues and lies figured out.
Every night I fall asleep
Asking why I still want to keep
The old monster.
Verse 2: As I fight against the old desires, it's so exhausting.
I can't help but wonder again, is it all worth it?
I see all my life I've been so strong,
And growing stronger all along.
Yet I see - silly me -
I used to think that I was weak.
I just wanted to be that way.
No, I don't have all the answers, but one thing I know:
These delusions of weakness have sure got to go.
I'm so used to the abuse,
I don't want to accept the truth that uplifts me.
Verse 3: I know I can't go on like this, so weak and helpless.
I'm starting to think again, it must be worth it.
Because if I'm too weak to help myself,
I can't help anybody else.
So I'll go for the goal.
I've got to do it for my soul,
And for those who walk in my steps.
Because what I want to offer will not be the same
As the empty entrapments of this evil game.
I don't want to pass it on,
I've been in it for far too long already.

New Life Song (from "Witness in the Dark")

Your true colors lie inside your heart -

Not what you say, but who you are.

And it matters not how you may seem,

But how you live, and what you dream.

Forsake the surface and look within.

As every snake must shed its skin,

New life and purpose you will find,

When willing to leave the old behind.

New life and purpose you will find,

When willing to leave the old behind.

We gaze into the night sky,

Allowing it to lift us high,

In spirit, dwelling far away

From that which blinds us day by day.

In spirit, dwelling far away

From that which blinds us day by day.

Be Our Witness

Little light in the night, 

Show our world the way home, 

Show us that it can be done - 

Live the way of life. 

Like a spark in the dark, 

Set aflame our lamps that died, 

Keep our dying ones alive, 

Melt our frozen hearts.

Until we all shall do our part, 

And our whole family shall rise -

Above the hatred, above the lies,

To overcome all darkness -

Be our Witness.

The Two Crowns

Earthly companions nowhere I see, no human hand to strengthen me. Jesus I follow, trudging along; I must move on, I must be strong! And I know that I will get there, because I know that You are leading me, and I know that You have been this way before me. So though I feel so far from home, I look to You - what can I say? For it is by Your grace alone that I am standing here today.
     Feeling so restless, fighting inside - sometimes I want to run and hide! But I have no reason to turn around. I can't give in or be held down. For I started on this journey knowing well it would not be easy, but I'm here because I choose my Father's calling. So when my heart begins to doubt, I look to You - what can I say? For since before I did set out, You've been my Savior all the way.
     No earthly tie must hinder me now - I have one thought: obtain the crown. This is my purpose, my only goal. I'll fight for it with all my soul! For the Lord is my desire. Nothing else can give me lasting joy. So I choose the One who satisfies my longings. If I must choose between the crowns, I look to You - what can I say? If it is up to me right now, I'll cast the earthly crown away!
     Honors or riches, lover or friend, will gain You nothing in the end. Each earthly promise of joy and bliss conceals a snare of emptiness. So be wise as serpents, harmless as doves, sent like sheep among the wolves.... With so many snares to destroy your soul, your only safety is to stay on the goal. We have nothing to lose but earth's misery, so I'll gain that heavenly crown - if it kills me....

Superman

Last night before I fell asleep, I prayed, "God, what is wrong with me?! After all I know, how can I feel this way? I'm feeling stupid, so I pray, what do You say?" Why am I drawn to this net? What would I get out of this? A swirl of emotions of joy and pain, returning to the cycle I grew up in. Sure, it would change its form, for me it would hold a new charm. The issues I've had in my life so far would seem to be replaced, but only in a way. For that I would jump in, but I can't, because
(CHORUS: I don't need any Superman, it's just a part of the devil's plan to send someone in to save my day, besides my Jesus, and no, I say.)
This morning I prayed again, "Lord, show me the root of my sin," and later remembered I'd had a dream. And I know what it means, so I'll tell you. I dreamed that I saw a display of Superman and Lois Lane. I started to read that comic strip, but soon we had to go. And still I didn't know what would happen next - but who cares? because (chorus) I walked out the library door with a book I'd paid two dollars for: bought into a false reality, just like the comic book I took home. I looked at the book in my bag: I think of the life I would have. But how could I pay for this piece of junk?! If that's the way I feel, I tell myself, "Get real." Oh God, what do I do? I'm taking it back, because (chorus) I never was planning to read that whole stupid Superman thing, just finish the story I had begun; continue my mistake where I left off.... So if I should go that route, I'll get a proud man, no doubt, just like he always would save the day. And he would be the one having all the fun, pretending to love me when he got back, but no (chorus) I thought about this some more, I've been talking with my Lord. And thinking the way I always have won't get me anywhere worth going. I started to laugh at the thought, and I have been laughing a lot. Hilarious concept for me to grasp - that I'm too weak to stand, and that's why I need a man? With all God's gotten me through, could that be true? --No! (chorus) Because He's all I need, and all in all to me. I don't need a man, when I'm strong enough to stand. Christ in me has made me strong, and I know I, I can go on. And no, I don't want any Superman to pull me into the devil's plan, to swoop into my life and carry me away, away from Jesus? No, I say. And I don't have time for that anyway, and with my Savior I'm okay.

Whatever It Takes

Beginning: Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my thoughts.
And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
Verse 1: Lord, I want to know - please open my eyes, to see whatever's in my way.
I gave myself to You, but as time goes on, I want a closer walk.
And I don't care anymore if You bring me to my knees.
I'm just asking You, Jesus, please -
Whatever it takes, though my heart must break,
Give me the thing I crave, a deeper surrender.
Let my heart be transformed, into the image of my Lord.
Let nothing hinder me from being Yours.
Verse 2: Lord, I see Your love, Your power and grace; Your mercy to me is all-surpassing.
I want to follow You; You've led me so far, yet still there's far to go.
Tell me Jesus, who am I, to refuse Your will in anything?
I am willing, Lord, soften my heart,
Whatever it takes, though my heart must break,
Give me the thing I crave, a deeper surrender.
Let my heart be transformed, into the image of my Lord.
Let nothing hinder me from being Yours.